Angel
for Sophia Rose

The Labor & Delivery room was typical:
institutional white, stark, and bleach
clean. My heavy heart sank deeper
into the mattress as I thought of my baby.

Weightless. Lost. Floating in my womb
like a ghost ship in the Bermuda Triangle.
The umbilical cord a lifeline between her
and the promise of life. Of rescue.

But the SOS came too late. Where there was
once a sea of amniotic fluid, there was now
an empty cavern. The nurse told me in a
whisper, after the doctor left with silence

in his pocket, that he saw two little feet.
Dangling. Suspended with nothing to hold on
to. I had always believed in angels. Just
never thought I would hold one in my arms.

Watch her tiny chest flutter one last time.

* * * * *

This poem originally appeared in Mad Swirl.  It was included in Angel, a chapbook of poetry by Sandy Sue Benitez published in 2012 by Crisis Chronicles Press.

Sandy Sue Benitez is the author of Ever Violet, a full-length collection of poetry (D-N Publishing, 2007). She has authored four previous chapbooks: Beneath a Black Pearl Sky (Flutter Press, 2009), The Lollipop Club (Victorian Violet Press, 2010), Petal Storm (Flutter Press, 2010), and Postcards from Iraq (Books on Blogs, 2011). Sandy’s work also appears in two anthologies: Lilith: A Collection of Women’s Writes and Postcards from Eve, (both Fortunate Childe Publications). She is also the Founder & Editor of Flutter Poetry Journal and Flutter Press. Sandy’s poetry has appeared in over 130 print and online poetry journals since 2006. She resides in the Inland Empire, California, with her husband and their 2 children.


Angel cover photo by Kim Newberg

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